This week has not been a good week. I ended up with a week off, which was not planned.
Six weeks ago, we found out that my Mom has cancer and two weeks ago she was admitted to the hospital. My mind is still comprehending how things deteriorated so quickly in the past six weeks. I can’t believe that it is my Mom lying there in a hospital bed. I don’t want it to be anyone’s Mom, especially not mine.
My Mom is a kind, gentle and caring person and this thing has knocked her on her ass…fast. That’s the part that surprises me the most. Six weeks ago she went to Curves and was shopping. Today she is struggling with a minimal amount of activity. I have had no up-close experience with this disease until now and this has been a real eye-opener. For those of you that have lived through this in your own lives, my heart goes out to you. I never realized how tough it was for you.
This week was filled with hospital visits and truthfully I just didn’t have the energy to head for the gym when I left the hospital. Family comes first and that won’t change. I had planned on at least getting a run in when I was out of town for work, staying in a hotel. That fell through too, since I my day ended up being quite long.
Sorry to be ranting here this week, but I really have nothing else that I can write about. Cancer sucks. The good news for this week, is I did register for my first 5K and like I mentioned in my last post, I am going to run that race on May 6. I feel like I want to kick someones ass, so it may as well be my own, across the finish line!!
I have set up a page with the Canadian Cancer Society to help them raise funds for the fight against cancer. I hope that I can raise my goal of $500 for the run and help do some good with this effort. At least that has made me feel better.
I am going to get back to my training this week. My work schedule is a little lighter this week and I will definitely find the time to get to the gym for a few runs. Once the next three workouts are done, it will be time to head outside. Sadly, the weather is turning more seasonal and it won’t be quite so comfortable to run. I am sure I will get by, once I get rolling and warmed up.
I know that the workouts are helping me with the stress of everything happening and that is motivating me to get back to them too. It will help with keeping me sane when everything around me seems to be going crazy.
I hope to have good news about my Mom and my running when I next update my blog. Fingers crossed for that, for sure!!